Tag Archive | transcending the self

Choices

Every day life presents us with a choice.  But first, we have to acknowledge this choice exists.  This realization could happen in an instant or take years of dismantling our beliefs.

Either way, the choice exists and when we are ready, we must select the one that fits us best.

This is simple but our minds may not be ready to see it as so.

I finally see the choices clearly.  One has me part of the world, fighting each day for peace in my heart.  The other holds the stairs that will transcend me beyond the world.  If I remain in the fight, it will appear I am not alone.  If I choose the stairs, it will appear I am completely alone.

The choices are real, but the assumptions I have about them are false.

The stairs hold True Connection.  The world holds everything else.

Either choice does not fit me.

Both break my heart in different ways.

I am not ready to choose.

I am adrift in my indecision.

All I am ready to do is honor my confusion.

So, I sit at this bend in my spiritual road and rest for a while.

All decisions in the world symbolically reflect exactly where I am.  If you are tired and you are confused, come and rest with me for a while.

We will wait here together.

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No Turning Back

It may or may not be true that self-identification is falling away for me.

To this self, it appears so.

I certainly have experienced the Dream of the World in a way that cannot be articulated.

For many years I believed my experience was solitary.  Then, as the suffering of seeing illusions everywhere I looked overwhelmed this self’s logic, I started to find my experience in the words of the great wisdom teachers before me.

Every time I find a collection of words that reflects the Oneness I feel, my soul rejoices in this recognition.

I cannot say this has made the process easier, but it has made me feel less alone.

These words are what carry me through the tunnel of the unknown.

I hope my words carry you when you need it most.

Am I afraid?

Of course.

Do I wish for my experience to be different?

Every day.

The one absolute Truth is, I cannot turn back.

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Beyond Wonder

You do not choose to no longer identify as a self in the world.  Never condemn yourself for something so impossible.  You have already shown great courage but welcoming in a new way of understanding.  This is enough.

You are enough.

It is less about choosing and more about letting go.

Let go of the holy process of undoing the self.

Your willingness to see beyond it was all that was needed.

What a marvel you are.

Yet, do not get stuck in your own wonder.  Every last person alive can have this willingness.

There has always been an invitation available to us.  It was our birthright.

It was given to all of us.

Letting go of the self seems impossible if we feel responsible for it.  We bump into error when we think our specialness lies in our ability to transcend the world while we still are a part of it.

We are not the doers.

Our holy selves do the work.

We only choose to allow for this work to happen or we stay grounded in the belief that we are human.

Both choices are lovely expressions of being.  One is not more true than the other.

If you love your life as it is, if it makes sense, then there is nothing more to be done.

If you feel life is more than what we appear to know, rest in knowing that while hard work seems to lie ahead, you are not alone.

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