Every day life presents us with a choice. But first, we have to acknowledge this choice exists. This realization could happen in an instant or take years of dismantling our beliefs.
Either way, the choice exists and when we are ready, we must select the one that fits us best.
This is simple but our minds may not be ready to see it as so.
I finally see the choices clearly. One has me part of the world, fighting each day for peace in my heart. The other holds the stairs that will transcend me beyond the world. If I remain in the fight, it will appear I am not alone. If I choose the stairs, it will appear I am completely alone.
The choices are real, but the assumptions I have about them are false.
The stairs hold True Connection. The world holds everything else.
Either choice does not fit me.
Both break my heart in different ways.
I am not ready to choose.
I am adrift in my indecision.
All I am ready to do is honor my confusion.
So, I sit at this bend in my spiritual road and rest for a while.
All decisions in the world symbolically reflect exactly where I am. If you are tired and you are confused, come and rest with me for a while.
We will wait here together.