As a self in this unpredictable world the suffering experienced by this mind was intense. The combination of enduring great loss, experiencing constant uncertainty and never quite belonging, broke this mind through the illusory nature of life.
For many months and years, this mind has been in a vice-grip of contradiction. Stuck in-between, believing in the world and at other times peacefully transcending it.
This mind lives two separate experiences.
I am gradually starting to prefer my Freedom-state. You might imagine this is the easy choice. For some it is. It is sudden, whole and permanent. This mind’s process is slower, but seems to be picking up momentum.
If you have started on the path and it hurts, I understand. We may never reach full realization, but even the tiniest glow of Truth is worth it.
You may still suffer, as I do, but it begins to matter less because Beauty grows louder with each breath. Until it becomes so loud it is all our souls can hear.
This Knowing will sustain us.
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