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Could BE

We are told life should be a certain way.  If it strays from this expectation we judge it as ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’.

No one teaches us how to live the life we have been given.  We must learn that for ourselves even if there are things about it that we do not like.  Even if there are things about ourselves we do not like.

We suffer because life is not what we want.  We suffer because we are not what we think we should be.

This suffering layers upon itself and spirals us down the rabbit hole of despair.

First, to begin our healing, we have to recognize our unhappiness.  We have to find the thoughts within our minds that support that life is not as it should be.

This takes time.

This takes courage.

It is hard but you do not have to do anything more than that.  Make space for your judgments against life and yourself.

Given the framework we live in, it would make sense you would have these thoughts of ‘not enough’ or ‘less than’.

How does it feel to watch your judgments and not fight them?

For me, it feels easier.  The suffering these thoughts cause still remains but the resistance to them is diminished.

When we stop fighting what is, what will happen?

This could be the first step towards Love.  This could be the first step towards healing.

This could be the beginning of everything.

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No Turning Back

It may or may not be true that self-identification is falling away for me.

To this self, it appears so.

I certainly have experienced the Dream of the World in a way that cannot be articulated.

For many years I believed my experience was solitary.  Then, as the suffering of seeing illusions everywhere I looked overwhelmed this self’s logic, I started to find my experience in the words of the great wisdom teachers before me.

Every time I find a collection of words that reflects the Oneness I feel, my soul rejoices in this recognition.

I cannot say this has made the process easier, but it has made me feel less alone.

These words are what carry me through the tunnel of the unknown.

I hope my words carry you when you need it most.

Am I afraid?

Of course.

Do I wish for my experience to be different?

Every day.

The one absolute Truth is, I cannot turn back.

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