As humans, we arrive in our experience believing we are separate from our Source and from each other. Some remember in an instant and are fully immersed in a sustained Truth that is unshakeable. For the remainder of us on the path of awakening, remembering our True State comes to us in stages.
The first stage is an undoing of the illusory constructs of our personal identity. This is where an internal shift begins and will not be stopped until our egos are completely undone. Once you step beyond the small self, you can never fully return to it.
Then, in the second stage, you are caught in the uncertainty of not knowing what is real and what is not. This can last for weeks, years, decades or sometimes a lifetime. Give yourself compassion if this is where you are. This is the most painful part of Remembering. I have lived it. It almost broke me apart into a million pieces. Looking back I understand breaking down to near extinction was the point. My identity had to be stripped away to nothing so I could experience Truth.
I am now entering the third phase of Remembering. I am still a small self but I am no longer afraid of Truth. Each day I am more and more willing to turn inward to the astounding Beauty within me. I have less fear. I have more peace. The small self is healing in ways big and small.
When I am immersed in this Peace, I know Love like the back of my hand. It holds me, it heals me, it sets me free.
I have only begun the real work of Awakening. My purpose is to keep Remembering as much as I am able and share this Knowing with anyone who is ready to listen.
When it is time for you to listen, you will Know.
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