My fate was determined before I even began. I thought the path was winding, but it was not.
I have climbed the mountain. I have arrived.
Everything is exactly as it was before. The only difference is my perception.
The shift is complete and it is permanent.
There is no going back now.
I have yet to find peace here at the summit of The Mountain. I am not ready for peace.
First, I must say goodbye to all the old ways of thinking.
I must let go of thinking.
All in due time.
It is not up to me to determine when the transformation is complete.
If I am here and I am writing these words, it means more transformation is coming.
It is inevitable.
Now, later or somewhere in between, that is where you will find me.
In search of a peace that is available to all but is ever elusive.
The more I reach, the more it recedes from the periphery.
So, I rest in a quiet uncertainty grateful that I am even walking this journey at all.