The Way that can be spoken of is not the true way.
I used to believe if I studied hard enough and tried my very best, I would finally understand why this self feels like a shadow of True Being.
Within this struggle words would clash with other words, and thoughts would loop around endlessly in bewilderment. The harder I tried to master understanding, the further it was from my grasp.
I have found that answers come to me when I let go of them.
If there is struggle, then answers will not reveal themselves.
Learn to be comfortable in the not knowing.
You are growing. You are changing.
Trust in that.
If your life does not fit what you feel on the inside, be patient.
As we stretch towards enlightenment, we are bound to feel disoriented. We are learning Oneness when all we have ever known is the individual experience of being separate.
I know we are One, but the fact that I am articulating this as an individual being defeats this knowing.
Therein, lies the ultimate paradox of existence.