Nothing bad has ever happened to me. Nothing bad will ever happen to me.
“Nothing real can be threatened.
Nothing unreal exists.
Herein lies the Peace of God.”
-A Course In Miracles Introduction
This concept seems so simple but it is so hard to accept.
As a personal self we have so many bad things that happen. We have endless future fears running a loop in our mind. There is so much fear. Peace seems impossible.
There is something within me that is driving me with such force, that I often only feel like I am along for the ride. I will someday fully accept that nothing bad has ever happened to me and that nothing bad will ever happen to me. It could be tomorrow, it could be next year or it could be decades in the making. I’m not in charge of the timeline. I don’t think I’ve ever admitted that out loud. I need to be reminded that I don’t have to try so very hard all day long, every day of my life. I’ll get there regardless. I still have to be willing and the force within me keeps that willingness alive, but I don’t have to make something happen that is not yet ready to unfold for me.
What are you trying to make happen?
Isn’t is SO MUCH WORK ALL THE TIME?
Maybe there’s important wisdom to be gleaned from exactly where we are at. Even if where we are is painful. Maybe the answer is within the pain. Maybe if I step back and breathe and let the pain be, maybe peace will come. I’m starting to realize that I’ve been labeling my struggle all wrong. Struggle is not the problem. Trying to micromanage the struggle only deepens and prolongs the pain.
What if pain is my gift?